Cooking Machine

It has been a very lazy weekend for us at the Holleran house and its just what we needed. Finally this afternoon I was getting a bit stir crazy so I started cooking. I ended up with two delicious meals, chicken and veggie enchiladas for dinner tonight and broccoli salad for my lunches with week. I love cooking big meals on Mondays because  then I will have leftovers for the whole week and I don't have to cook after work, which is awesome! Here are the recipes, yum!

Meal #1 Chicken and Veggie Enchilada Cassarole

2 large shredded chicken breasts
1/2 white onion
1 can black beans
2 cups salsa
1/2 bell pepper
1 small can of green chilis
1 jar of enchilada sauce or green chili (I used green Chili)
corn tortillas
cheddar cheese

1)  Preheat oven to 350
2) shred chicken breasts (I cooked mine in the crock pot all day with salsa, water and taco seasoning so it was very easy to shred)
3) combine chicken, beans, green chiles onion, bell pepper and 1 cup of salsa, and season to taste (used salt, pepper, chili powder, garlic powder and cumin)
4) Layer tortialls, chicken mixture, 1/3 green chili and cheese, then again tortillas, chicken mixture 1/3 of green chili and cheese then final layer should be tortialls the rest of the green chili and followed by cheese
5) bake for 40 minutes covered, then 20 minutes uncovered

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Meal #2 Broccoli Salad

2 large heads of broccoli rinsed, cut into bite size pieces

1/2 red onion, chopped

1/2 cup sunflower seeds

6 strips of bacon, crumbled

1 cup mayo

1/2 cup sugar

2 tablespoons of apple cider vinegar

1/3 cup of raisins

1) combine, broccoli, onion, bacon, sunflower seeds and rasins

2) mix dressing: combine sugar vinegar and mayo, mix until smooth

3) pour dressing over broccoli mix and stir

4) refrigerate a few hours before serving.

Im a working mother and wife

Today was a really rough day for me as a working mom. I find myself jealous of those people who have a set schedule 8am to 5pm and they get to leave at 5pm every day. My job is only done once all the tasks are done for the  next day, and sometimes that is 5pm sometimes it could be 6pm, 7pm or later. As a working mom who only gets to see my little dude a few hours a day during the work week this is  challenging not to mention how little I see my husband these days.

I find myself wishing that I had one of those jobs that ends at 5pm no matter what, or even being one of those super cool moms who juggles a demanding job and being a great mother and seems totally happy in both places. But I have come to the conclusion I am not one of those moms. As much as I do like working and as much as I love the the field that I went into, I just like being a mom and a wife more. I get so much more satisfaction from reading Harold and the Purple Crayon over and over or chasing that little man around the house to get pants on  him, or preparing dinner for my husband than I have ever gotten in a single days work.

Being a working mother and wife is an amazing struggle any one who tells you otherwise is wrong. A dear friend of mine explained it to me perfectly tonight, when I called her for some mom to mom talk. She said that when you work, you feel like a bad mother and wife, when you leave work early to take care of a kid you feel like a bad co-worker its a no win situation. When Elliot was born Ted and I made the decision not to put Elliot in day care, we wanted him to be with us as much as possible or with a family or friend when that wasn't possible. That means that Ted and I work opposite schedules which leaves the two of us with less time together.

As much as I wish every day that I was at home with Elliot and Ted, I know that's not really an option;  Ted and I need both incomes to support our family. And I am grateful that I have a good job that pays well enough to cover our bills and where I really like the people I work with. I am still holding out for the day that I actually would rather go to work than stay home, or I don't spend the day wondering what Ted and Elliot are doing. I am hopeful that there will be a day that I accept being a working mother rather than constantly hoping to win the lottery so both Ted and I can stay home. I know that being away from family is something that mothers and fathers struggle with every day, but I wonder if that feeling ever fades. Is there a magic age where it gets easier to be away from your family? where you get used to seeing them less? Part of me hopes that day never comes, the other part of me ...well I'm not sure. 

Hair Cut

I really want to write tonight but I lack the words. So tonight I will just share a picture of my day.

Today Elliot got his first hair cut, Ted and I pinned him down in his high-chair, and i must say we did not do the best job. But it was so much fun! There will certainly be touch-ups going on tomorrow, if we can wrangle him, if not he might be a bit uneven for a little while.